January books

I felt like I spent every spare moment I had to myself in January reading, but apparently there weren’t too many of those. At any rate, here’s the pitifully short January reading list.

The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides
As novels go, this is one of the best I’ve ever read. The writing is superb. I wrote a review of it at Writers Read, so if you want my thoughts and comments, they’re there. It’s not for everyone, but it’s awfully dang good. [8/10]

Mrs. Dalloway by Virginia Woolf
The book The Hours grew out of this book, and so did the movie, obviously. For a small book, it’s surprisingly difficult to read, but revolutionary in its style and one of the finest works I’ve read from that era. It covers one day in the life of one woman, but encompasses everyone and everything at the same time, in a nearly stream-of-consciousness style. It’s exactly the kind of book I’d want to write if I were to write a novel, though I doubt it would be half as good (and likely most of the world would get ten pages into it and quit). [9/10]

Desiring God by John Piper
If you’re a Christian, you should read this book. It is excellent and will help infuse joy back into the dull existence many people are living in their faith. I was delighted to read a C.S. Lewis quote in the epilogue that I had as my only profile information on an old blog for several years: “It was when I was happiest that I longed most . . . . The sweetest thing in all my life has been the longing . . . to find the place where all the beauty came from.” Absolutely recommended (and a classic) - but it will take a while to get through (I read very fast, and I started this on Thanksgiving Day). Press on! [10/10]

::beams with pride::

Now that he’s blogged about it, I can too:

Our very own Ken Walker, on Relevant.

Organize me

In my ever-more-hectic life, I keep paper calendars, but I sit in front of a computer most of the day - and increasingly more at home. So I needed something nice to keep me organized and remind me to do things, especially web-based work and writing deadlines.

Let me recommend the Mozilla Calendar app, which builds into Firefox, or Sunbird if you don’t use Firefox (which you should if you’re a PC user). Beat the Microsoft habit and embrace Mozilla!
Of course, Mac users already have iCal. ::grumbleiwantamacbookgrumble::

Yes, I’m alive

Two points that are keeping me occupied of late:

1. Apparently, not only did I have the ulcer-giving virus, I also had mono. Even more fun! Trying to wash hands all the time, overdose on natural remedies, and stay out of people’s ways in order to avoid spreading any remnants I have left. I’m not too sick anymore, just coughing and a little weak, and headaches by the end of the day.

2. Very exciting writing project has presented itself. I don’t think I can divulge all the details at this time, but still, very exciting, especially for this relative novice.

Other interesting happenings:

Had brunch at Freeman’s on the Lower East Side with a long-lost never-really-met friend-of-a-friend who I can now count as a friend of my own on Saturday. Brunch was divine (raised waffles with creme fraiche and bananas) and Sara was great.

Tried to buy some shoes on Saturday. Failed miserably. Really, deep down inside, I’m constantly teetering on the edge of a fashion nightmare. See, I was highly and frumpily unfashionable for the majority of my life (hurrah for the uberhomeschooling movement of the 90s) and while I know what I like, I rarely have the funds to pull it off. And shoes are a complete mystery to me. I lived in sneakers and flipflops for four years and now I’m just stumped. And don’t even get me started on hair.

Sunday was a bit long and exhausting for me, but church was good, it was my last week of bagels, Tara Leigh was there as were several returning and new friends who lack websites of which to link, a long but fascinating meeting about the Village Church website work for the future was held, and then Tom, Todd, and I watched Crash.

Radio?

So Dr. Paul Dean read my last article at Relevant and responded to it on his Christian radio show (which, in poking around the internet, appears to be heard in an awful lot of parts of the country). So here’s his response.

Update on my affliction

So it’s viral, and apparently I have two small ulcers on the back of my throat (which explains why it hurts to swallow water). Lovely. It should go away on its own . . . eventually.

humming

. . . happy seven-month anniversary to me and New York . . .

Ahh, search strings

Via Scott:

Hehe.

This independent, living-in-the-big-city thing is fun and all, but when I’m this sick, all I really want is my mommy.

::moan::

Yep, still sick. I think this is the first time I’ve been sick with something other than a cold in a very long time. It’s bad enough that I have actually done the unthinkable: called a doctor and made an appointment. The main problem is that my throat hurts (especially when I swallow) and the right side of my neck is swollen - I can feel the gland all swollen up. Sigh.

On a lighter note, Steve and Tami were in the city this past weekend. We met up for lunch and cupcakes and such, and they were at church on Sunday.

After lunch yesterday, I didn’t really just want to go home and sit around, so Tom and I went to see The New World. It’s a very quiet, contemplative movie, and stunningly beautiful. I am sure lots of people will be up in arms about it being politically correct, since it tends toward the idea of the noble savage and shows the Jamestown settlers killing the natives (and people still say that John Smith was a liar and the love story between him and Pocahontas never actually happened). On the other hand, having read those early accounts of the Jamestown settlement - not a wonderful place, y’all - and knowing what humans tend toward, I’m willing to give it the benefit of the doubt historically and say that it was a simply lovely film. Most of the dialogue and narration is actually in voice-overs - an interesting touch. I never saw the Disney Pocahontas, but I think this sort of a movie will make people want to read the histories and find out what was going on, since most of it was implied rather than explained.

But I will defer to Tom (from whom I departed quickly because I was feeling so sick) for a real review, as he is far more knowledgeable than I about these things. He tells me reasons that he likes or dislikes a film, and I just stare. Either I am a great optimist, or blind . . . or ignorant, which shall be remedied by osmosis.

We went to the ballet on Saturday night and saw four of the short classical-style works that NYC Ballet keeps in its repertoire:

- Concerto Barocco - this is the Concerto for Two Violins in D Minor by J.S. Bach, and one of Balanchine’s signature “black and white” ballets (from the costumes). I first saw this years and years ago with my aunt at SPAC, where NYCB has its summer residency every July. I remember that it struck me deeply at the time, and I’d been dying to see it ever since. The Concerto is on my very short list of favorite classical pieces. Balanchine used two female principals, one male principal, and a corps of eight dancers to interpret the piece perfectly, with each group subtly echoing the music. For no particular reason, this piece always leaves me with a lump in my throat. Stunning.

- Romeo and Juliet - the Prokofiev score. I have to say, I can never get into Prokofiev’s music, but this wasn’t half bad. The costuming was lovely. I don’t believe I’d seen this piece before, and Juliet’s choreography in particular was great. It’s an adaptation of the balcony scene from the Shakespeare story. It made me smile, after having seen Romeo + Juliet (Leonardo Di Caprio & Claire Danes) a few weeks ago.

- Tschaikovsky Pas De Deux - this was apparently originally composed as a pas de deux (dance for two) to go into the third act of Swan Lake, which I incidentally saw last week. Things got shuffled around and this never made it into the Ivanov/Petipa original Swan Lake, but Balanchine choreographed this as a separate piece. Pas de deux generally bore me: it’s a duet dance, then the guy dances, then the girl dances, then they both dance again, and it happens so commonly in classical ballets that it gets old to me after a while. But this was great. Damian Woetzel deserves a special mention, as his variation had the whole audience erupting into applause throughout. (He was the prince in the Swan Lake I saw last week.) Outstanding.

- Symphony in C - by Bizet (better known as the Guy Who Wrote Carmen) and choreographed by Balanchine. This one is another “black and white”, and it’s very technically difficult but for the average viewer not too enchanting until the final movement, when it suddenly seems that the entire company is on stage - four male principals, four female principals, four male soloists, four female soloists, and a huge corps that I didn’t count. Fun stuff. NYCB standard. The program says that Balanchine premiered this actual choreography at the Paris Opera Ballet in 1947 (Phantom of the Opera fans, take note) and brought it with him to New York in 1948 when he and Lincoln Kirstein started the company.

I know way too much about ballet and NYCB in particular, but there you have it. I’ll never be a dance critic!

Colds, continued

As noted below, I am sick. (I don’t think I have a cold, but my throat is sore, my head feels the teeniest bit woozy, and my back hurts, strangely.)

Ironically, my first article got printed today at Radiant. Hurrah! But ironic.

I’m taking my own advice and getting lots of sleep and drinking down buckets of Emergen-C.

::cough::

I think I’m sick.

Edit: The irony in all this is that I have an article to be put up at Radiant Magazine sometime today about beating the cold season. I guess I will take some of my own advice.

::scampers off to drink water and vitamin C::

The Virgin Suicides at Writers Read

I just wrote a review of The Virgin Suicides over at Writers ReadCheck it out.

And if you haven’t seen Writers Read yet, you should poke around. I think this has great potential for the future.

Woody Allen, so far

I went to see Match Point a few weeks ago, which I thought was one of the better films that I saw this holiday season (after I was somewhat disappointed with Syriana and Narnia, among others). If you’ve seen the trailer for Match Point and you think you know what it’s about, you don’t. It’s not recommended for everyone (it is, after all, a story centering around an affair), but it makes some interesting points and brings up intriguing questions about luck, chance, and providence. Plus, as everyone knows by now, it’s a London movie, not a New York movie. Which seems to make a big difference.

At any rate, it’s a Woody Allen movie - my first - and on the way out of it I remarked to Tom that I’d like to slam through a bunch of movies by the same director in order to get a feel for the director’s style. So Woody Allen came first.

The rest fell into place, as we borrowed five DVDs from Tony after fellowship group last Thursday and watched Crimes and Misdemeanors at Angela’s this past Sunday. We also watched Broadway Danny Rose this past week. That gives us three sides of the Allen coin: screwball comedy, serious drama, and a mixture of the two. We plan to watch the rest of Tony’s DVDs (including Manhattan) and Annie Hall before moving away from Allen.

I’m no film critic - I don’t even really know what to notice in films, though I’m starting to get it more. But, certain things are completely obvious from the start: Allen is a narcissist. He’s self-indulgent to a fault, and his movies reflect that. I think you have to be a bit of a narcissist, in general, to write, direct, and star in your movies (he’s not in Match Point, unless I missed a cameo). He also has this interesting manic tendency to insert completely random bits of information into the story that don’t have anything to do with the storyline - unless, again, I missed it. You do know while you’re watching the movie that it’s driving toward a definite point, despite the asides, although these points and conclusions are vaguely unsatisfying. Match Point is very definitely obvious about this - more than the other two - but it didn’t particularly bother me.

I’m sure I’ll have more thoughts after Manhattan and Annie Hall, since they’re quintessential Woody Allen.

Pictures, Mrs. Dalloway, and the apostle Paul

Pictures from last weekend on Flickr.

I’ve been reading Mrs. Dalloway, by Virginia Woolf, on the subway. I saw The Hours a while ago and wanted to read the book that inspired it all. It is fascinating - exactly the kind of book that I’d want to write, except I suspect that most people wouldn’t want to read it. It’s full of terribly long sentences and lots of description that chases itself in circles, and it’s all one big long narrative. I wish I had more time to read!

Reading a meditation from Taste and See, by John Piper last night. It dealt with the dichotomy between our “want to”s and “ought to”s, and the methods people use to deal with these things. For instance, some just ignore the “ought to”s and do whatever they want, because it’s simply more “fun” that way. Some (most?) of us lament the fact that we don’t want to do what we ought to do, and then just give up in defeat. Piper proposes that all we need is to plead with the Father, with a willing heart, to give us hearts that want to do what they ought to do. Freedom, that.

And a teensy promotion

Let me just take this bit of time before I finally go to bed to promote my new favoritest magazine (besides Relevant, of course):

Paste.

Steve, you’ll like this one.

Yeesh

This was quite a busy weekend, filled with lots of conversations and thinking. Lots of thoughts swirling in the brain right now…

  • • My own spiritual journey in the semirecent past and the changes I’ve seen in me that I didn’t recognize until I thought about it.
  • • Why did God change me? What does He want me to do with it? How am I meant to be an encouragement?
  • • Lots of pickup in the writing arena suddenly, and how to balance that with work/life. I can quickly become a workaholic. And where am I supposed to be going with this? Who should I be learning from? And how?
  • • Fascinating discussion on the church’s role in helping college students recognize their vocation, and how campus Christian groups such as Intervarsity have succeeded & failed in supporting the local church. Lots of diverse experiences out there. I seem to have had one of the good ones.
  • • A few discussions and meditations on the proper balance between adopting others’ opinions as one’s own, and actually taking the time to study an issue. And as a relatively young person, how reasonable is it for me to expect to already have logically formed opinions on everything? (Had I not been homeschooled, I’d be a total failure in this area right now, but instead I spent six years reading great classics and studying logic and Latin and church history and political theory and worldviews and figuring out why people believe what they believe. Thanks, Mom and Dad.)
  • • Swirling thoughts related to the “honey on the ground” discussion at IAM last Wednesday, and its implications for legalism, culture, and such. More to come there.

Corporate Confession

. . . from Sunday’s service, which was incredibly timely.

Eternal Father, I have no merit, let the merit of Jesus stand for me. I am undeserving, but I look to thy tender mercy. I am full of infirmities, wants, sin; thou art full of grace. I confess my sin, my frequent sin, my willful sin; I need to repent of my repentance; I need my tears to be washed; Give me a deeper trust, that I may lose myself to find myself in thee, the ground of my rest, the spring of my being. Give me a deeper knowledge of thyself as Savior, Master, Lord, and King. Give me deeper power in private prayer, more sweetness in thy Word, more steadfast grip on its truth. Grant me never lose sight of the exceeding sinfulness of sin, the exceeding righteousness of salvation, the exceeding glory of Christ, the exceeding beauty of holiness, the exceeding wonder of grace. Amen.

Saturday

I took the long way home from the gym this morning. It’s nearly 60 degrees out, overcast and damp but lovely enough to go out in cropped sweatpants and a hoodie and clogs and be perfectly comfortable. I love the village on Saturday around noon - people are smiling and running around doing their errands, buying baguettes, walking the dog, having heated discussions about foreign policy on the curb. I’ve never experienced anything like it anywhere else.

We saw Pride & Prejudice last night. I went in without much in the way of expectations, and left thoroughly pleased. They did a great job.

New theme

I think I may modify this theme for my new theme. Thoughts? Is it easier on the eyes?

Writers Read

I’ve just joined Writers Read as a contributing blogger. It’s a new blog with book/literature/etc. reviews by writers.

Add it to your RSS reader and enjoy!

Recommendation

So, if you’re like me, and you like reading good blogs, and you don’t read it already . . . you should check out my friend Angela’s blog.

That is all.

Yay!

My first day ever working from home. Yay for Bank laptops.

(The repairman has to come and . . . repair things in the apartment today. Because that’s what repairmen do.)

I’m horrible

I know it’s mean, but wouldn’t it be funny if they had terribly ugly children?

Suburban Churches and Urban Transit

Via Scott: Tim Keller on suburban churches (and ensuing comment discussion).

Interesting: Redesign of taxicabs at Parson’s.

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